In Light

In light of my recent blogging history and failure as of yet at my new years resolution I must say that it has been a very interesting couple of months. I have faced many struggles recently and met many challenges, but I stand still, hopefully with more understanding and strength than before. I see great hope in spring as well as recent thoughts that have reunited me with the perspective of service, growth, and the zeal that brings persistence through challenge. Rather than the empty motions of one within reactionary silence and tradition without question. I like to think of an analogy of being within a forge this year, being tempered, tested, folded over and over, until there is a strength and grace within me. I am still within this process and am choosing to undertake it once again next year.

I miss my friends and thoughtful conversation. I miss those with unshakable confidence and optimism, they have helped bring me great strength and without them I feel rather like an Island. But I am instead landlocked in the poverty of the reservation and am finding just how much one can find within themselves; just how much one can grow, for better or worse.

Peace to all...